Angry Rebellion

I have realized that when I am upset and angry, I get rebellious. I want to be naughty. I don’t know if it is just the brat in me, or if it stems from being a teenager and not having that rebellious stage? but when I am angry, I want to throw things, or bite people. 

It makes it worse when it is my Dom who makes me angry. If I am upset at him for something, I want to push back. I want to deliberately break a rule. 

Of course, it depends on the cause for my anger. If I was told no and upset about it, I might say “no” or push back, but I will still obey. If you fall asleep on me in the middle of an important conversation or ignore something I said, I will probably tell you that I am going to break a rule: “I am going pee” instead of asking. But most of the time I will wait for acknowledgment before actually doing it. 

However, if you really make me angry .. for example, if you fall asleep while I am cumming, or if you ignore me over a longer period of time, I will just break a rule. 

I hate that I act this way, but I can’t help it. Even if I am aware of it, it is too hard to stop it. 

Maybe this just makes me immature or a bad sub … or maybe it is just one of my weird quirks!

Does anybody else do this? or is it just me?

2 thoughts on “Angry Rebellion

  1. I do this too…
    I guess every sub at some point do this…
    I guess its a way to show that i am angry and not happy because subbing takes a lottttt out of u and obviously when it’s not reciprocated in a way we anticipate it will be reciprocated we kinda push back…
    I am the same… Does it make me immature too? Does it make me a bad sub? I guess it depends on the dom you are with… If they forgive you and forgive you again and again… I think they understand you.

    1. I agree. It is my way of pushing back and showing that I am not happy with how things are going. I feel like if I don’t have a Top who is willing to understand where this comes from and talk about it with me, they aren’t the right person for me.

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